You may or may not be aware that recently I have had to deal with a lot of things in my personal life recently and I’m seriously struggling to keep it together. They’re things that I don’t want to speak about online but some of it has got pretty damn serious and has been really affecting me in a lot of negative ways.
The icing on the cake is that I’ve have just had my Macbook Pro stolen which has set me back quite dramatically with regards to a lot of work. I have been knocked back a lot this year and was only just beginning to get things back on track after being out of action and unable to do anything (as well as being forced to quit my course for the second year running so there’s another load of un-needed debt!) due to health (first with two operations and then with a slipped disc that I’m still suffering with pain from now). I’ve returned to college and have been working like crazy doing photography for nights, shoots with models, and trying to do a lot of other things to help get things back together. I’ve been making myself ill with stress and trying to do too many things at once.
I am in no position to even attempt to raise the £1300 that I spent on it as I’m struggling to pay for the essentials, like food and rent, let alone pay for prescriptions, chiropractors appointments (funds have meant I have had to completely stop treatment for the injury which I’m sure is, combined with overexerting myself, a huge part of why I’m back to being in quite a lot of pain). I don’t like to moan about my problems online too much after getting scared that it was giving the wrong impression. I’m not asking for your pity, I’m explaining why I’ve not been up to speed with doing things or may have seemed off at times. Things are getting to me, so much has set me back and I’m having to start so many things over and over again is really taking it’s toll on me… I barely recover from one thing before something else seems to knock me back and it’s hard to stay positive all of the time. I always try (and still am trying) to do a lot to help other people, I have provided so much of my time and money trying to help people out with things) and even now that I’m at a total low I’ve still been trying to do things for others. I would normally NEVER ask this but I’m trying so hard and I don’t know what else I can do any more so if anyone is in any position to make a donation, no matter how small, to help me try and fund getting my life back together I would be forever grateful. I’m more than happy to try and help people in any way that I can (photographs, etc.) if they can help me. I really am stuck and I just want to be able to get on with my life and try and make something of it!
If you can help in any way whatsoever then please consider doing so as it’s getting to the point where a lot of the time I just feel like giving up on it all completely but I want to be stronger than that. Anything any of you can do to help really would mean the world to me right now :(
@1 year ago with 32 notes
Contact: email@example.com or Facebook. I have also got a paypal donate button in the sidebar to the right. You have no idea how much any help at all would mean to me right now, I really do feel so guilty to have to ask but I don’t know what else to do right now ♥
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